i always being excited in any event so that i can blend in and get involved
there is an insan ask us during usrah umum
"can you give me example on how to be thankful in your recent days as you were having a hectic week ?"
"is it true that we gonna be thankful for when we passed our exams with flying colours?"
"now,give me an example on how u be thankful after you had a tremendous freaking hard maths IB HL test?"
its just so related to us as an IB student
somehow, i asked myself while i was eating rocky and choki-choki in the lecture theatre
i just cant really concentrate as i thought of my biology lab report that i havent send in yet and the bm assignment that i had to pass up today
my thoughts juz so mixed up
but i dont want my thought flew away and make the usrah priceless and worthless
if i play with the thoughts, surely i wont gain anything in the usrah as my thought and my soul is just not in the lecture theatre
so i asked myself....
and its like a spontaneous reaction as the involuntary reaction occurs in my head that send in neurons straight to my brain by the nerve impluses to just react to the questions thrown to us
so i answered,
"as to related to our recent years, we actually can syukur in our hardship like wat u said, after having a freaking hard maths IB HL test, we can say that the damn difficult test is apart of ujian by Allah"
so the insan response,
"so, you think that only maths test is the only ujian that you r facing?"
"only the acdemics hardship that related duniawi, then you will feel like its ujian. its difficult, then you start to doa for giving you the space of easiness to ge these through"
"so then in you hardship u remember of your CREATOR..only in your HARDSHIP? UJIAN...then you search and seek for CREATOR'S help??? what about when you are in easiness where you are not facing the academics tests and any harship in your life....do you will still remember ALLAH as in the same scene on how much the degree of your remembrance towards your own CREATOR when you are in the hardship???"
"cant you see on how we actually too stingy, too rude, too stuck up towards our CREATOR, like we grabbed the world as if the world is ours when we are at the top!!!!when we actually have and joyfully use all the nikmat in dunia??? without realizing the nikmat is just temporary and was lent by our CREATOR to us.....that actually show the love of HIM toward US!!!!
do we say THANKS TO HIM when we comfortably and sustainly chewing in all the nikmat that is actually provided by our CREATOR???
the air that we breath in,
the water that we drink,
the air cond that we feel now,
the friends that we are having now.
the opportunity of taking IB,
the soul of ISLAM,
the country of PEACE,
the CREATOR wont forget about us as the continuous nikmat that we feel right now, however its just us who frequently forget our CREATOR when we are so into the nikmat that is lent by our beloved CREATOR
cant you see how stuck up we are?"
"get up people!!! IB is not just about I BUSY!!! IB is an opportunity for us given by our CREATOR to make use of it wisely...it doesnt mean that we are busy with our course as the reason why we have to procrastinate and forget about our duty as the slave of HIM"
"people!!! be glad and thankful of all the current opportunities that we have now and do not complains on any hardship that we are facing cause complaining is a way you actually questioning on the nikmat!!!"
i was strucked....like totally!!!
insan, thanks for the words
those are the words given by the insan
coincidentally now i remember of surah annas
annas is refering to insan (people)
annas also means forgetting
people tend to forget
and ALLAH please forgive me for forgetting of YOU
in any state
in my happiness and my sorrow
~amin~
